The scan began and I felt at peace. I said my mantra, that I was cancer free, and this time I whole heartedly knew it was true!
A few hours after the scan I met with the Dr.
Nonchalantly he said, " So.... your scan came back good..."
"Good? What does that mean!?!" I said.
"Oh... Complete remission."
WHAT?! I thought, did I just hear that right? I immediately broke down in tears. I asked "are you sure?!" He showed me proof on the computer, I searched for my name first on the report. I had to make sure it was truly me they were talking about!! It was me. I couldn't believe it! REMISSION!! I had been dying to hear that word for almost two years! The feeling was overwhelming! I have been on cloud nine knowing that this treatment is working.
I am very nervous about going back to the hospital this Friday, June 7th, for another three weeks. The treatment is going to be more intense and when I get home I need to have somebody take care of me for 24hrs and for a month! It's going to be extremely difficult, but I'm going to do it! I can finally say that I am WINNING! It feels unbelievable!!