Sunday, April 20, 2014

My Testimony

A year ago, on April 20th, I was feeling defeated and lost. All the chemo, and different regimens that I had had for the last year and a half weren't working. I felt like I didn't have any hope left. The feeling of a dark cloud that followed me everywhere was very overwhelming! I was home alone all day and was crying endlessly. All of a sudden I got on my knees and cried out loud. 

"If there is a God, please help me! Give me a sign that I will be ok!"

I had never begged like that before. And I didn't even consider myself a believer at all. My whole life I thought I knew that there was no God. I'm not even certain why I cried out for him. I calmed down and put my broken pieces back together as best I could. 
Literally hours later, that sign I asked for happened! I wept at the occurrence and the fact that WOW I can't believe that just happened! From that moment on I prayed. My chemo actually started working! And miracles have happened! 
I know I'm only living and here because of my faith in God! 
If it weren't for my trials of cancer I'm not sure if I would be where I am today. So I'm actually grateful that I had to go through that journey so that I can have a relationship with The Lord!
He has been answering prayers ever since! And I sincerely love my life and all the people He has brought into it!