"If there is a God, please help me! Give me a sign that I will be ok!"
I had never begged like that before. And I didn't even consider myself a believer at all. My whole life I thought I knew that there was no God. I'm not even certain why I cried out for him. I calmed down and put my broken pieces back together as best I could.
Literally hours later, that sign I asked for happened! I wept at the occurrence and the fact that WOW I can't believe that just happened! From that moment on I prayed. My chemo actually started working! And miracles have happened!
I know I'm only living and here because of my faith in God!
If it weren't for my trials of cancer I'm not sure if I would be where I am today. So I'm actually grateful that I had to go through that journey so that I can have a relationship with The Lord!
He has been answering prayers ever since! And I sincerely love my life and all the people He has brought into it!